I've Made a Huge Mistake

While writing back and forth with Eric (El Salvador boy) today, he brought up the whole "gay" incident. Great, time to dig up past silliness. I explained to him the whole thing was because I'd been head-over-heels for him since my Cinco De Mayo party. I wasn't sure how to work in the fact that I didn't like him that way anymore without sounding like a jerk...or worse, sounding like I still liked him but was trying to hide it. I just let it go...stoooooooopid. He's coming home in two weeks and I'm so embarassed, a feeling I'm experience increasingly this past month or so. Now would be a good time, I think, for me to relocate to Guam. Holler if you hear me!